A Different MeDon't you ever wish to yourself that you had lived a different life?A Different Me by chameleonSoul26
That things could have ended up differently?
Come on, it can be anything ! A celebrity? A super hero with powers to fight off the evil that you would encounter at every turn? Or maybe even a super villain, fighting against your enemy in hopes of conquering the universe? Or possibly something simple. Like… happy.
I can't possibly be the only one.
I'm always looking for something unrealistic. Trying to morph myself in to the person I'm longing to be. Just praying that someday all of my life's desires will be fulfilled and I could finally be at peace with myself. Alas, I never can. The wishes I have I know could never be granted by anyone or anything. My unrealistic thinking is ruining me, yet it is the only thing that keeps me going.
I try so hard to convince myself that I can be anything. The dreadful truth being that I never will be anything but myself in the end.
In my world I feel perfect, but there are flaws in my
Lana Del Rey 'Ride'I was in the winter of my lifeLana Del Rey 'Ride' by chameleonSoul26
and the men I met along the road where my only summer.
At night id fell asleep with visions of myself dancing and laughing and crying with them.
Three years down the line of being on an endless World Tour
My memories of them is the only thing that sustained me
and my only real happy times.
I was a singer, not a very popular one.
I once had dreams of becoming a beautiful poet.
But a plan of unfortunate series of events,
I saw those dreams dashed and divided
like a million stars in the night sky
that I wished on over and over again.
Sparkling and broken
That I didnt really mind because I knew that
it takes getting everything that you ever wanted
and then losing it
to know what true freedom is.
When the people I used to know found out what I've been doing
How I've been living
They ask me why
But there is no use in talking to people who have a home.
They have no idea what its like to seek safety in other people.
For home to be where ever you lie your head